You know what? No, I don't need your help to achieve my goal. I don't need your damn approval. I don't need your damn money. I am not going to live every day being your doll, do exactly as I'm told just to please you. I don't care if you don't understand, but a husband and children have no place in my plan. I am not going to accept you blaming everything on me. I grew up with you stopping me from visiting friends, going on school trips, talking to people, telling me to shut up everytime I try to engage in a conversation with anyone with you around. I grew up watching you being abused by your husband. I grew up being abused by you both. Only for you now to play the victim saying how I'm making you ill by refusing to give up everything I ever worked for just to get married and have kids. Is it wrong to not want children? I don't want them. I'm not gonna be a good mother so why make them and myself suffer? I'd rather die alone happy than with a family I loath.
You make people get used to your constant attention, then you go get mad when you have no time for them and they ask for that attention. Like I get a week or few days, but two months?!! Wakha tkoun katesne3 swarekh, no student who don't even go to school is 24/7 busy for two months!!!!
Ewa lah imsekhkom. Ma3reftsh 3lash bnadem khasso darori idir fiha soltan zamano. Ewa safi flane is mad at me, if he cared he'll come talk to me. Wa lekhra if it's your fault khassek thez termtek o temshi te3tader. Mashi tdir fiha dareb kolshi brekla o safi khellik m9ele9 malek ash zayedni. It doesn't make sense to get mad at someone because they got mad at you. We're friends and i tell u i'm mad at you cuz you don't talk to me when i told u i need someone to talk to and u be like 'yh i know' o safi u don't address it anymore. Wa khoti ma3reftsh lash bnadem kaydir fiha l2insan lmitali o kib9a 3lik b tell me what you're like when you're mad and what d you want the other person to do to forgive you o flekher fash kat7eto f dik situation kidiro hbel terbe7. Rash mashi ghir jit o f9edt l2amal felbasharya. Ha .l. li ba9i i3awed shi 7aja li 9e7ba olla iteye9ha.